Lost A Friendship…

Last week during the trail exam, what I did do to you?

Did I shout you?

Did I say something wrong to you?

What did I make you to be angry on me?

Why could this happen?

When this happen?

Could you just tell me why, how, when, what happen? Next week in school…



I feel that I did not do any thing to make you angry…

Because during the trail exam days, I really did not went to find you or disturb you…

But also got a little while only…



Actually,

I have asked myself did I do anything wrong? For almost 1 week…

I also tried to flashback my memories during the days from Thursday to Sunday…

But I really cannot think of what I have done that to make you angry.

Izzit because I am went up to class late for exam?

Izzit because I ask X that can I “da” your friend?

If is this reason especially the up one … Actually I am just joking.

Don’t take it so serious… Sorry... CAN WE BE FRIEND BACK?



Or this 2 are not the reason why you are angry on me…

Could you just tell me? Please…

Maybe is a misunderstanding? Or anything else?



X says I am the one who wanted to “fang qi” this friendship…

But I have did not because I have tried to ask you and you did not want to tell me…

But,

If you really STILL don’t want to tell me…

Also Nevermind…. Maybe you are the one who wanted to end this friendship…

Not me either…

Just let the days that we spent together passed by…

Just forget about it… That we wanted to do or go in the future…

Just forget it… and it…



我不稀撼我失去你这个朋友。。。

Ｇｏｏｄ ｌｕｃｋ ｔｏ ｙｏｕ。。。

Ｆｉｎｄ ｔｈｅ ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ ｔｈａｔ ｙｏｕ ｒｅａｌｌｙ ｌｉｋｅ ｔｈｅ ｍｏｓｔ。。。

Ｔｈａｔｓ ａｌｌ Ｉ ｗａｎｔｅｄ ｔｏ ｓａｙ ｔｏ ｙｏｕ。。。

Ｉｆ ｗｅ ｒｅａｌｌｙ ｃａｎｎｏｔ ｂｅ ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ ｂａｃｋ。。。



                                                                  THE END

Samsung Camera

I want it.
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I want it. I want it. I want it. I want it. I want it. I want it. I want it. I want it. I want it. I want it.

It is so nice… THE SHAPE!! A THOUCH SCREEN 1!! BLACK IN COLOUR!!
I JUST WANT IT LA…
Price of the Touch screen: RM999
Non-touch screen: I don’t yet! Have to check and see. Maybe is about 7 hundred something. It has dual function too. When you snap the picture of yourself, you can see it in front! Cool men!

My dad said he wanted to buy Olympia camera for me…

Daddy a, buy Samsung camera for me please… Thanks you so much. But he indeed when to buy an Ipod Nano. I did not want it. But he bought it… Not for me, is for himself! =.=” Sweat!! I told myself that nevermind la, I can share share with him… I 8 GB and he 8 GB too… My mom doesn’t have any GB. So pity her!! Hehe…
We are so KEDEKUT!!

Park Royal Hotel (7/8/2010) Seafood Buffet

Well… At about 4.25, I went to put on my skirt and my blouse… But before that, I got went to bath… I am not that kind of person that do not like to bath. Then, I spent my time mostly on wearing my contact lens. It is my 2nd time to put on. I tried many time… Finally 5.15pm, I onto. Wow, God has saved me! Thank God!! I thought that I will wear one of the contact lens on my right eye. I straight away put on my makeup! Draw my eyeliner, put on mascara, wanted to put on my fake eyelashes but there is no time!! Short of time! After that, I quickly went down and put on my high heels shoes…

About 5.45pm, my mother’s friend went to fetch us. I was bored again in the car… There was no music. They were talking, talking and talking. Then, I again taking, taking and snapping photos of me in the car. View my photos:

Then we arrived there about 7.15pm. Wow, I just went into the toilet. I again started snap photo of myself. The toilet is very nice and clean… But it is quit dark. There is a foreigner (English people) looking at me, snapping pictures in the toilet. I think that she never see before a person snapping photos in the toilet.

After that, my mom and I went to the garden there to snap photo again. The surrounding , the landscape was so nice and so greenish. Go green. Plant more trees in your house ya.

I would like to use a professional camera to picture the landscape, trees and the flowers. But my dad hasn’t bought for me… T_T

We then started to eat our buffet. My mom took a bowl of shark fin soup. Yummy, it is my favorite. At that moment, I am enjoying my shark fin soup. I also ate my salmon fish and tuna fish. Besides that, I also ordered a cheese baked lobster and 5 chalets. I ate my min ice-cream.

They also ordered 2 cook fish with Tom yam and... Well, the conclusion is the food there is nice and tasty. The decorations of food were beautiful and they arrange it neatly too… There are various foods for you to choose. The pancake is nice. You should go and try out too. I am satisfied. The desert is quite special but I did not tried all because my stomach was full…

Then, my mom accompanies me to have a walk in the garden and near the swimming pool area. My mom helped me to take some photos. I like some of the photos. My face has a sweet smile.

Later on, I went to listen to music. There is a bar, so I went in. I knew that I am still under 18, but no one stopped me. So, I just gosh into the bar. Sat down, didn’t order any alcoholic drink. I am a good girl. I drank my H20 water from my water bottle. At that night, I am texting and talking on the phone with my xx. That’s why I need to go there.

Later on about 10.40pm, we travel home. It was a tiring day. Reached home about 12am.

Then, I am trying to take out my contact lens. I tried for 45 minutes to take out. I was so worried if my contact lens won’t come out. Went to bath then went to sleep.

Sweet night!! ^^

How to be A Perfect Person?

For me…
A Perfect person is I can slim down… Look more and prettier from now onwards…
My mom said that as I grow up, I look more pretty and prettier…
(Did I? Are you sure? )
But it seems that it is true!! Because she is not the only one who said this...
Those who look as I grow up… They said too…
Those who added me in Facebook… They said too…
Those who worked with my mom…. They said too…
Those who my friends…. They said too…
My boyfriend… They said too…
My boyfriend’s friends… They said too…
Just So many people said I am pretty.
Hahahahahaaaaaaaahhhhhha!! Well, I just can’t believe too…

Yet, I know I am such of pretty… But I always
I also hate the word of Pretty, Beautiful and the words that are similar to…
I just can’t stand these words as it make me feel that I wanna to become a “hidung tinggi people”.
I will try not to be so…

Pretty, Beautiful is very important for a girl!
Every girl needs this…
This can build up our confident.
Nothing much to say le

I am very happy what I am now...

Bon-odori!!

That day...

I saw a leng lui...

Han xiao she!!

Wow... Pretty girl!

Hope to be like her in the future!

I went to bon-odori...
haha...
The ghost house is not afaird...
Not scare d...
Just very funny nia...
The ghosts shouted more than us!
They are in their school unifrom!
Well, I am quite happy! Because, that night I saw him...
Ah a... Haha... Chat awhile...
Got miss him abit!

But nevermind, just hopping that i will see him soon again!

Well... Kind of ways to say thanks to the god

情

情有分于很多种,
其中一个是爱情,
爱情含有的是一段日子是和你爱的人在一起过的时间,
爱情有甜，酸，苦，辣的之味。
爱情就像我们在走只是在着的一段路,
走到没路可走了。。。
这段爱就要结束了。。。
爱情是由上天按排的,谁也不能够做选择。。。
爱情也是要看缘分的, 缘分到了…就将要要结束了。。。
这就是缘分吧！
所以我们一定要珍情我们两人所相互的每一天，每一分，每一秒。。。
不要等到分手了才后悔。
那时候也来不及了!

爱一个人，喜欢一个人
感觉是不一样的!
爱能从情侣的身上寻找的，喜欢却能在朋友的身上找到的!
有没有想过我们每一天对我们的爱人说我爱你这三个字,
到底是不是真的在爱着对方呢?
还是我们只是在讲爽的呢? 还是是认真的呢身边？
自己是最清楚的。。。

喜欢一个人是暂时的吗?
还是是所为的 Puppy Love?
我不懂。。。

幸福
我相信每一个人一定有听过的字。。。
我知道幸福是很难找到的!

我们还活着一定要珍了惜我们身边的人哦…

So Confuse About Something In My Mind!!!

I like someone in Facebook…
Some of my classmate knows too…
He is a male for sure…
His horoscope is Taurus…
He studies in a Malay School…
He is pro in Chinese…
His hand phone number is 016…
I still do not know much of him…
Still trying to know more as I can…
I usually talk with him on Facebook too…
(Please guess who izzit ya…)
If you are reading this, you may feel this person that I have a crushed on him…
May seems to be like you.
I just don’t know how I have a crushed on him…
I just don’t know why I suddenly fall for him…
I just don’t what could happen by the next moment…
I always asked myself why could this happen?

During the June school holiday, I read through my horoscope book…
Those people who are Taurus… Their characteristic is seems like very ‘len dan’.
But he just not like one of them… he is very talkative person.

Well, in a night I dreamed about him.
In my dream I dreamed that he become my real boyfriend.
He knows how to cook many kinds of foods…
He also takes me back to let his parents to see…

Well, again dreamed of him…
In another night, I dreamed that he come to my school to study.
When he came, his hair is long.
Our discipline teacher catches him and asks him to cut his hair…
The length is about 5 cm…

My dreams were very funny to me…
My school from 5 doesn’t have any boys…
So, he would not be entering to our school…
I also think that he won’t like me…
Now I am just hoping… Seeing how is my future of mine…
With whom together…? I just do not know…
Just let it be…

Hope It will end soon… Please…

I seem to be a normal person if you look at me through outside…
But actually I am not…
I have many things to boss, to fan of…
Worry this and that…
Sometimes…
I will felt very regret why I have such a thing in my life…
Felt regret that what I have done…
Cause me so many problems…
Many troubles…
Until I die…
Maybe, I don’t know too.
Just hope that it will end soon…
Well, if you are close to me you will know that…
Every time when I on my MSN, I have to appear offline…
So that person won’t come and border me…
If sometime you text me…
I won’t reply to you too…
If I myself reply you… I am stupid.
Really very stupid… stubborn
I never told anyone before even my best friends and good friends.
I just don’t want to let anyone to know.
Just let it be my secret in my heart…
But one day, I will tell my future husband about this thing.
So wait and see who my Future Husband la…
You sure have the chance to hear it…
Haha…

Just keep it a secret in my heart!

Day passed by...

I were there...
And you were there too..
In a place that are same...
In a time that is same too...

There I saw you...
And you saw mee too...

You might be frighten...
I may be too...

We just walk pass by...
Not walk passed by each other...
Just in difference direction...

In my mind i was thinking wether it is you?
You may be thinking in the same way too...
But It was really too...

You might be thinking that girl who was she...
She is wearing a blue blouse and a skirt...
In the  end you saw her and she saw you too...

I know that last time I am not like now...
Last time... I won't put on any makeup when i go out...
But now it is diffrent... Now this is me...
I may be in the process of growing up...

Actually, i already almost forgethen you...
But just dunno why...
I again remember you...
Until now...

Day just passed by..
Hope that you will be alright...
Take care of yourself...

This may be the reunion of us....