Am I Stupit? or I am still very idoitic?

All puppy love will just end up like in that situation... It won't be successful at all!
I already know that this would happen again... And why do I myself still want to try and try it out again and again? on different guys...
Do I feel tired? Honestly, my answer is yes I do so...
Everytime until the end, I will just stay alone crying in the late night....
My heart will be broken again... Is this you all would like to see?
I just do not know why did I like you... Couldn't stop controlling letting myself to like you more and more...
Then now I dunno what to do so...

Letting you go? Forgetting about you ? and move on?
Or else...
I still need to wait for another two years like you said...
Wait until I have the mature thinking as you said so...
But things would changed as you yourself and I know too... It may not be like last time...
As i still like you... Maybe at that time I have found my partner...
By the way just don't get upsad or neither feeling regret as last time you did not take this chance before...
I am just saying this but I am not sure will you regret in the future...
Yeah... You may be and  you may not be...
And tell you first, I am also not trying to emboss myself...

I think I may consider to wait another two years and see what is the outcome...
But now... I would rather stay on my 18 age teen... Not to be so mature in this age...
I think two years later... I would have change a lot... I mean change to the good one la! Not to become bad!
But during that two years I may continue my puppy love... Moved on... That's all...

I don't understand why the mature thinking is so important to you...

Hope that you will find your 4th girlfriend... As she will be yours forever...
Slowly find her...
Choose the correct girl la.
Must make sure that you take good care of her
This is what you said...

Good luck to you my friend...

And no need to worry about me too much...
I can take care of myself...
Cheers my friend...
When you found your last one remember to inform me ya. :)
When you are getting married, remember to invite me ya!!
Haha...
Well, I will try to move on day by day... Smile always...

But now I still like you...